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Brett dumped me

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 17, 2008, 11:53 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
Well the people that hate me and hated my happiness..be happy

Brett ended it with me...2 and half years...traveling, planning, loving, kissing and hugging...it's over


bryan :iconfloatyman: now you can be happy, you said it was all my fault...guess what he dumped me...And i am totally out of it


all i can hope for at the moment is to be his friend and he might want me back. I try to remind him of everything we done and all i got was, we had really great moments but this is now and that was then. I gave up my virginity to him and we planne don buying a house.

Its all because his twin got married, his sister got married, his brother is moving away and his parents are retiring and he has nothing to show for it. But why...i just feel awful...

Why did i argue with him, why did i just leave the bee hive alone, why did i poke it...

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BASEBALL

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 4, 2008, 11:19 PM
  • Mood: Humor
go....gone....good


going...going...going...OUTTA HERE!!!!

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80 Things Now to 95

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 2, 2008, 4:07 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Hole in the wall
  • Reading: -
  • Watching: Hole in the wall
  • Eating: Chessy Garlic Bread
  • Drinking: Coke
cosplay
Supanova 2009
Seong Mi-na- SC4: 30%
Pandora- Saint Seiya: 20%

Mystery Costume : 5%
Mystery Costume 2: 0%
Mystery Costume 3: 0%

Future Costumes:

Fran FFXII
Penelo FFRW
Chii Chobits- 2 versions
Xainghua Soul Calibur IV
Ivy Soul Calibur
Ayane DoA
Kei Version 2






Like it says 80 things... What i want to do before i Die...I will probably add more as i go. You can laugh that i don't drink and that never been out to a night club and i am 21 and that i have never been to a strip club. Thats me NOT YOU so be respective and i think everyone should do a list like this. very fun


1. Get a small tattoo
2. handle and snake without fear
3. Buy my 1st house
4. Get my photography work publish
5. Buy a moped
6. Get married to Brett
7. Have a child
8. Buy a house
9. Try something new food wise
10. Go Camping
11. Catch a fish…while fishing
12. Run my 1st wedding ( photography wise)
13. Meet someone famous Met & photoed Taj Burrows 18/10/08
14. Get my photography work publish in a book
15. Dance with Brett professionally
16. Go to a strip club
17. Go night clubbing
18. Do my 1st underwater photo-shoot
19. Co-film a wedding
20. See snow
21. Kiss in the rain with Brett 21/10/08
22. Dye my hair outrages colour
23. Something pierced other than my ear
24. Get along with my Mum for over 1 month 24/10/08
25. Make home made pasta
26. Learn how to fire twirl
27. Travel to Europe
28. Travel to America
29. Travel middle East
30. Travel to Africa
31. Go to Japan
32. Tidy a whole house without help 19/10/08
33. Appear on a game show
34. Be a audience at a game show
35. Cook a 3 course dinner
36. Hold a house party
37. Have a 3some
38. Own my business
39. Go skinny dipping
40. Lay out and watch the sunset and watch the stars come out
41. Sleep in my car and watch the sunrise
42. Sit in a Formula 1 car
43. Take professional photos of a fighter jet
44. Fly in a fighter jet
45. Paint a picture on canvas (that is worth hanging up)
46. Get along with Brett's Family with no problems
47. Save up money for a full lighting kit
48. Take beautiful photos of Brett 19/10/08 [link]
49. Not get sick for 3 months
50. Brett and I make something (pottery or painting)
51. Get a fake Tan
52. Drive a 4 wheel drive
53. Fly 1st class
54. learn South African and Zulu
55. Find a 4 leaf clover
56. Have a photo and hug with an monkey
57. Have a white Christmas
58. Buy a designer Dress
59. Have professional photos taken with Brett
60. Try on wedding dresses/ designer dresses without intent on getting one or need one
61. Get something out of the lottery
62. Go to the Dentist
63. Tone up and stay toned for 6 months
64. Go to the huge ass Library in New York ( I think that's where it is)
65. Be an extra in a movie
66. Hug a stranger for fun 24/10/08 Hug a lady at work
67. Not let people treat me as a push over 24/10/08
68. Not listen to my mothers bad words
69. Tell Brett every month how much he means to me for 1 year
70. Have a random spontaneous weekend
71. Do a theater performance (even as 1 line or extra)
72. Have a huge family photo, that I took
73. Have a surprise party thrown for me
74. Have half a Christmas for Brett and I together
75. Have more photos of my Friends and Family
76. Get drunk
77. Go to the minus 8 bar
78. Do DDR on Normal
79. Own a dog and a Cat
80. Handle my fear of heights
81. See either the Northern or Southern lights
82. Go see an Olympic Games
83. Full Day of Wahoo (yeah work it out what that means)
84. Buy a $100 Pair of Shoes
85. Hug a Monkey
86. Learn how to Drive a Manual (only need an automatic)
87 Travel over state for Cosplay
88. Get my cosplay Costume featured SOMEWHERE in Australia
89. Have one of my skits for cosplay Win
90. Go ice skating in New York at Rockefella Center
91. Kiss near the Effiel Tower
92. Have Nandi and I travel overseas somewhere
93. Be driven somewhere in a Limousine
94. Own my own Dog and Cat
95. Buy a designer Dress


to lazy to do another journal.

Here are some photos i took Natasha Smith, with Taj Burrows in it to go with number 13 on my things to do. He is a really funny guy and so was Damon & Eliza. Yes they have Natasha smiths photography logo. NO STEALING...I took these not edit them.

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Wedding

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 11, 2008, 8:14 PM
  • Mood: Tender
  • Reading: -
  • Watching: simpson series 7
  • Eating: PASTA
  • Drinking: Lemonade
cosplay
Supanova 2009
Seong Mi-na- SC4: 30%
Pandora- Saint Seiya: 20%

Mystery Costume : 5%
Mystery Costume 2: 0%
Mystery Costume 3: 0%

Future Costumes:

Fran FFXII
Penelo FFRW
Chii Chobits- 2 versions
Xainghua Soul Calibur IV
Ivy Soul Calibur
Ayane DoA
Kei Version 2






It's funny been with Brett 2yrs 3months and 15 days lol WOW

Our house is always fulled of Weddings and celebrations, Love Music, Romance, Kissing, White gowns, Grooms and Brides.

Now with em doing weddings every single weekend and stuff like that and now Brett's Family nearly fully married off.

Brett and I have realized me and Him... WELL me i haven't planned my wedding, like what my dress will look like, who will come.

Well 52 people are coming
I have having 2 dresses 1 for the wedding and photos and another 1 for the reception.

I decided on a theme. Butterfly and Bubbles. I am going to have it in a church and the reception not sure if i want it near the beach or up in the mountains or do a bit of Both. Mountains for the ceremony and then down to the beach. But such a long way to travel hahaha.

Well if your wondering if i have discussed it with Brett, and Yeah i have he seemed interested funny enough and has discussed it but i have decided i will be saving for most of it, i have put away so far 400 bucks not bad at all.

ALSO Brett and I are buying for 1st house next year. SO EXCITED

But yeah..just thought i would mention that wedding bells can be ehard off in the distances.

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LETTER MEME

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 6, 2008, 11:38 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Lady Gaga Just dance
  • Reading: -
  • Watching: Deal or No Deal
  • Eating: Cookign Mint slcie Cake
  • Drinking: JUICE
cosplay
Supanova 2009
Seong Mi-na- SC4: 30%
Pandora- Saint Seiya: 20%

Mystery Costume : 5%
Mystery Costume 2: 0%
Mystery Costume 3: 0%

Future Costumes:

Fran FFXII
Penelo FFRW
Chii Chobits- 2 versions
Xainghua Soul Calibur IV
Ivy Soul Calibur
Ayane DoA
Kei Version 2






Rules ect. : [link]


Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but Our affair is over. I think I realized it When I changed tennis shoes In your camping car and I saw you Sit on Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're Middle-class enough to understand How boring you are. I'm returning Your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep The results of your blood-sample as a memory. You should also know that I Never will forget Oprah Winfrey imitations .

Your everlasting enemy,
Jess


MAN FEEL THE LOVE RIGHT THERE.. wtf why did u sit on the Manchester united goalkeeper O.o..Middle class enough to understand how boring you are. COME ON you know you want to do this. Go to the link above and it shall help you lol XD. Great way to figure out what people like and what colour there PANTIES ARE

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