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Stolen- DEPRESSED

Journal Entry: Tue May 13, 2008, 3:38 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Sunrise TV
  • Watching: Ads
  • Playing: Noting
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Photography Pricelist||Up Coming Calibrations|| Personal Photo shoots ||
Portfolio|Cosplay portfolio||

cosplay<
Sailor Saturn:50%
Malon: 50%
Saria: 20%
Rosa 100%
Lilith: 100%
Rikku KH2: 70%
Kasumi: 100%


well, on tuesday we found our flyscreen in our study off but it was from the inside.

on Friday i went home after the hospital to get my stuff before i stayed at my parents. I found my hoilday money tin empty...well it's been official i got robbed....in our area since we cant afford much we have allot of drug addicts and such and well i had a small tin where i kept my money and on Thursday (the day i went into hospital) i was going to take it but i got side tracked.

Well now some drug'o have $900.00 i spent many many months and allot of you know that i sacrifice so much even on my cosplay and everything. including Brett and I celebrating certain things (which wont be talked about here another time) i have now only basically 5 weeks until i leave i was now suppose to be putting money away for bills and my car when i am away now, i will only roughly be able to take about 500.00 with me. So yay this Holiday was suppose to be a great celebration for Brett and I because it was our 2 yr anniversary over there...NOW

i dont even want to go, parents family and all that will be showing off all there great gear and stuff and it's bad enough i get judge by brett's twin brother now i have nothing....i am so upset which now brett is anger and upset because i am not suppose to be getting myself stress or upset.

I nearly ended up in hospital last night again because from crying and stressing my throat begun to become even more smaller...so now i have taken a huge step backwards. So that means more time off form work which means even less more for my holiday and I am just so UPSET.....

why couldn't they just taken my camera or the laptop or even the computer that is all cover by insurance my money wasn't.....So yeah i am so upset and depressed



Anyone want photoshoot- i really need the money, i have given discounts. I am willing to travel up to Brisbane and even down south to the boarder and over. (not to Sydney)

Sitting fee $20.00 free (6 x 8)

Package:


Classic Package:

2 smalls and 1 medium: $40
6x4 10x8


Elite Package:

1 small 2 mediums 1 large: $60
6x 4 10x8 12x8



Forever Memories package:

2 smalls, 2 mediums 2 larges: $100
6x4 10x8 12x8


if you want to book just e-mail me or just book a time on here (weekdays and weekends)

EDITCosplay and Hosptial

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 9:27 PM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Sailro Pluto and Sailro Saturn Skit
  • Watching: Computer
  • Playing: The Sims
  • Drinking: nothing
Photography Pricelist||Up Coming Calibrations|| Personal Photo shoots ||
Portfolio|Cosplay portfolio||

cosplay<
Sailor Saturn:50%
Malon: 50%
Saria: 20%
Rosa 100%
Lilith: 100%
Rikku KH2: 70%
Kasumi: 100%


EDIT:

wel l ihad another bad attack last night ago, and i couldn't go to ANIMANIA plus i am nto allowed to drive up due to th fact i am steroids and i had no sleep last night, i feel really yuk and have a temperature which is like 36.1 brett said it's getting close to a fever but it isn't one yet it's boundering on it. I kept him awake all night because the steroids makes me restless and wiggle around plus i had a explosive bleeding nose. i have lovely snot running down the back of my thought, still hurting to swallow and breath, getting allot of dizzy turns because oxygen isn't getting to my brain fast enough. So thats why i couldn't go i am little upset i couldn't go but my parents know best plus i wouldn't be able to do my skit i just getting exhausted typing this T.T feel like death warmed up and i have no freckles and yeah. I can't really speak and yeah. I hadn't finish Saturn of properly...

it was like 90% done my staff was done just needed to be painted but it was 5:30pm and i had no paint the dust got to me and i hadn't finished the sleeves...so yeah it needed allot of work on it, so maybe in September after i come back from holidays OMFG only like 5 weeks now...


Also i think someone broke into our house and stole my 1000 bucks T.T for my HOLIDAY OMFG the fly screen in the computer room was half pulled off, but yeah nothing else was stolen like computer equipment cameras, LCD TV'S nothing...just my money is gone...unless someone knows because i told a couple of close friends...and told them how Brett said it should be put in the back to gain interest. BUT yeah got home yesterday to grab my wig and stuff it wasn't there i searched everywhere which when Brett came one at 10pm at my parents place and i told him he panic and started to freak otu and cry and at this moment crying is a NO NO and i wasn't nearly passing out again.


well thats about it SORRY I COULDN'T GO....feeling really sick now i can't eat much either T.T...i don't know how long i will be off work now, i gotta go back to the doctors again on Monday and if i am not better he will keep me off work until i am...agrhh i hate stress and dust...this is what coursed it was Stress and people who know me and have talked to me they know why i was stressed and who it was over and why. Well oh well it will hopefully be over soon....hopefully REALLY soon it all depends if i get this opportunity or not.


well peoples spent 8hrs in emergency ward. After collapsing at work form a really bad asthma attack.

yes i have asthma...also for people who dont know why i collapse and it was so bad i was born 8 week premature (hence why i am so tiny) as they sent me to ICU when they stuck down the tubes they bruise and damage my vocal cords and all of my throat, since i was so under develop and not feed by my mother (her body gave up on her) my throat wasn't as wide as it should of been. so i have super narrow airways so when i get laryngitis and such it can kill me (since my throat can close up) so i actually had a throat infection still went to work and decided i would collapse which resulted in an ambulance to come and spending 8hrs in hospital with Brett mum and dad with me.

BUT DON'T WORRY..i am still going to animania..OMFG..yes i am insane and i have a fever and taking allot of drugs and can handle speak and i can't walk far without getting tired...so my SKIT should be interesting i will be using all my strength not to throw up and pass out ... i can do it just it takes allot...


BUT if you see me sorry if i am nto bubbly and jumping around nor talking...i have no voice i am exhuasted and my costume looks shit because i ran out of time



3pm

If i disappeared.....

Journal Entry: Thu May 1, 2008, 4:36 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: TV
  • Watching: TV
  • Playing: The Sims
  • Drinking: Berry Mocha Coffee
Photography Pricelist||Up Coming Calibrations|| Personal Photo shoots ||
Portfolio|Cosplay portfolio||

cosplay<
Sailor Saturn:50%
Malon: 50%
Saria: 20%
Rosa 100%
Lilith: 100%
Rikku KH2: 70%
Kasumi: 100%


Would any of you care. This last 2 months people may of not noticed (probably in the last 3 days) i am pretty upset...Allot of you think its me not having a sewing machine....But if you even took the chance to talk to me or asked how i was dealing with something.

Most of you dont, you tell me "get over it" or "it will be fine" and then you have a bitch and a moan about your life and if i do the same i get blast, abused and yelled at by you. Yet if i blast you i get a journal written up, abused by friends and just basically yelled and abused via MSN and e-mail.

There is probably out of all the people on my MSN list 20 people only probably 3 people even care or talk to me without me starting a conversation. I have just had enough with people and them treating em like shit. What happened to the nice caring people. I always try to do the same and listen and offer advice.

Basically Would anyone miss me if i went because i may just stay in Asia and may not return back to Australia. Start a new, a new country and a new life. Delete everything i know from my Australian life, probably keep my good friends that ask me how i am and even care and always contact me either via e-mail,MSN or SMS :iconnandi: :icontangaar: :iconsilenthamish:

Well.. this could be the last or Illusionevolution....or the last of Jessica Drumm

(you can abuse me much as you like ,saying to grow up and everything, it will just prove what i said



Bookings

Greg & Anna: 16/2/08
Brisbane, Botanical Gardens
3pm

COSPLAY SUPPORT...CATEGORY

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 26, 2008, 2:54 AM
  • Mood: Lazy
Photography Pricelist||Up Coming Calibrations|| Personal Photo shoots ||
Portfolio|Cosplay portfolio||

cosplay
Rosa 70%
Lilith: 0%
Rikku KH2: 70%
Kasumi: 75%


Okay guys we need to support this allot.

Has anyone had there Cosplay photos moved or even had a warning given by DA for putting them in the wrong place. Sick of it and over it...We voice it here on this forum.

We would love to have a cosplay section. and Maybe we can be recognize on DA.

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Bookings

Greg & Anna: 16/2/08
Brisbane, Botanical Gardens
3pm

45 work days until i leave

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 25, 2008, 12:53 AM
  • Mood: Unhappy
Photography Pricelist||Up Coming Calibrations|| Personal Photo shoots ||
Portfolio|Cosplay portfolio||

cosplay
Rosa 70%
Lilith: 0%
Rikku KH2: 70%
Kasumi: 75%


YAY 45 more days until i leave for Holiday 1 whole Month of touring Asia an dhopefulyl going to conventions YAY.

I am going to

Singapore
Karbi
HK (yes disneyland included)
Phuket
BK
Marabi

Then back home YAY.....so thats why i am not entering the WCS... i have saved up little over $1,000 for the hoilday i need at least another $600.

PLUS a new sewing machine considering mine exploded stupid piece of crappy cheap POO

ALSO isn't itt GREAT when you manager say your photography suck and your ideas suck...YUP and TAKES extra brakes and basically everyone is a YES man/women and really doesn't listen too even though your the assistant manager and you get in trouble because the employees don't listen too yo uand the job doesn't get done and you get your hand slap becuase of ti (yes she really does slap your hand really hard too O.o). YUP YUP YUP...YUP
So basically i am really hating my life at the moment...Basically wondering why do i even bother breathing and living anymore basically.EMO



Bookings

Greg & Anna: 16/2/08
Brisbane, Botanical Gardens
3pm